the song is nice!
addicted to it.
all fadilah's fault. ask me to listen to the song in her blog
but i cant find the version that is playing on the radio.

off day again.
really appreciate today.
the day i finally get to rest.
well, did night shift on fri night, went to uncle's solemnisation on sat(day), night shift again on sat, went jb on sun, went out with parents on mon since my dad got day off also, day shift on tues n wed.
thats why i appreciate today
stayed home whole day, though felt abit sian.
dont really know if i want to go out tmr.

work is interesting, though tiring.
its like, some shift u can have as little as 5 calls, and the next shift, u get as much as 13 within the same number of hours.
how i wish i can have it my way.
to work in station, no work on weekends and public hols, and never to run as the only medic.

anyway, i guess im rather lucky.
so far, all the calls i went to isnt anything that serious.
no collapse case, no open wounds, no amputations.
and yes. experienced a maternity call on my THIRD DAY OF WORK. just that no delivery in ambulance.
and i hope i'll remain lucky for the rest of my station life.

but i guess, i'll still be going to medical centre. if they approve of my switch.
i know medical centre is slack and boring. no kick. but yea, i think getting offs on weekends and public hols is more appropriate for my lifestyle.
then, my offs will be more fixed and easier to plan outings with family and friends.
lesser or no chance of being left out.
esp on more impt hols like cny, xmas, new year, both hari raya-s and national day.
like, if i have to carry on as station medic in may, i'll be left out on two events.
outing with cousins on labour day's eve (as i have to work on labour day) and prayers for my late grandma on vesak day's eve (as i have to work on the day itself and not on vesak day).
yes, i know, can get leave yadayada. but still, it would be better if i get to NOT take leave and STILL get to attend these events.
you get what i mean??
ahh...well...

enough rantings for now.
nothing much to blog anyway.
just that,i miss going out with my friends.
my jps peeps, my cmb gang, and my S25s.
see?? this is what ns do to guys. restricting social life.