bout work again.
well, no life but work (ns).
really getting interesting.
seriously, station life is much better.
but i just dont like some things bout it.
well, im given a chance to go medical centre finally.
but on one month probation.
if the doctor dont like me, then im back to station.
means...i got a chance to go back station.
but shit lar...this situation really sucks.
anyway, rmb my last post i said .."so far, all the calls i went to isnt anything that serious.no collapse case, no open wounds, no amputations"...??
well, now, ive seen collapse. and its really quite scary.
cos its somehow like those u see on tv. a real emergency case.
and fuck, i was there shocked, dunno what to do. MY VERY FIRST COLLAPSE CASE.
and i've seen and 'touched' dead body. (well, had to put ECG electrodes~)
two dead bodies in fact! but only 'touched' one.
one already dead for a few days.
i keep telling my seniors i havent see anything 'very bad'.
but they said, collapse is quite bad already, even though it doesnt seem so.
something's quite bothering me in station, but i dont know how to say it out.
its the way my name is pronounced.
not the first time i had this problem though.
but, my name isnt that difficult rite?
SA-HI-RUL. (SA-HEE-ROOL)
well, even if it is, u can always ask if there's any easier name to call me, like one of them did.
i'll gladly tell them AI-DIL (ideal). shorter, easier, and im more used to it.
but sahirul sounds less common and more cool. lol.
not my fault that only sahirul is on my smart four uniform initially.
pronounced wrongly nvm, esp when the person isnt a malay.
but to call me sHa/sHaH/sHaHRul is totally NO NO.
cos i wont respond to it. just not the instinct.
sHahIrul is still acceptable, though i still dont really like it.
well, i just dont know how to tell them. haha.
not really a big deal, but im just bothered.
somehow, i cant wait for my next shift.
but i dont know how to tell my pm bout my probation thingy.
i think the pm oic wont be that happy to hear that its only a probation.
i would be, too, if im her.
i shall just leave everything to fate.
i guess if im fated to stay in station, i'll just accept it.
cos, i just have that feeling that the MO @ medical centre prefers my friend.
no, im not offended. my friend is really much better than me. like duh!
im not that ON, you know.
its like, i cant wait for NS to be over, though it has only just started.
till i update again~
well, no life but work (ns).
really getting interesting.
seriously, station life is much better.
but i just dont like some things bout it.
well, im given a chance to go medical centre finally.
but on one month probation.
if the doctor dont like me, then im back to station.
means...i got a chance to go back station.
but shit lar...this situation really sucks.
anyway, rmb my last post i said .."so far, all the calls i went to isnt anything that serious.no collapse case, no open wounds, no amputations"...??
well, now, ive seen collapse. and its really quite scary.
cos its somehow like those u see on tv. a real emergency case.
and fuck, i was there shocked, dunno what to do. MY VERY FIRST COLLAPSE CASE.
and i've seen and 'touched' dead body. (well, had to put ECG electrodes~)
two dead bodies in fact! but only 'touched' one.
one already dead for a few days.
i keep telling my seniors i havent see anything 'very bad'.
but they said, collapse is quite bad already, even though it doesnt seem so.
something's quite bothering me in station, but i dont know how to say it out.
its the way my name is pronounced.
not the first time i had this problem though.
but, my name isnt that difficult rite?
SA-HI-RUL. (SA-HEE-ROOL)
well, even if it is, u can always ask if there's any easier name to call me, like one of them did.
i'll gladly tell them AI-DIL (ideal). shorter, easier, and im more used to it.
but sahirul sounds less common and more cool. lol.
not my fault that only sahirul is on my smart four uniform initially.
pronounced wrongly nvm, esp when the person isnt a malay.
but to call me sHa/sHaH/sHaHRul is totally NO NO.
cos i wont respond to it. just not the instinct.
sHahIrul is still acceptable, though i still dont really like it.
well, i just dont know how to tell them. haha.
not really a big deal, but im just bothered.
somehow, i cant wait for my next shift.
but i dont know how to tell my pm bout my probation thingy.
i think the pm oic wont be that happy to hear that its only a probation.
i would be, too, if im her.
i shall just leave everything to fate.
i guess if im fated to stay in station, i'll just accept it.
cos, i just have that feeling that the MO @ medical centre prefers my friend.
no, im not offended. my friend is really much better than me. like duh!
im not that ON, you know.
its like, i cant wait for NS to be over, though it has only just started.
till i update again~
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