omg i've been so forgetful!!

i forgot to bring my pencil case yesterday
it is VERY irritating not to have your stationery with you
not only that you have to borrow, you also cant really write notes the way you want
and you cant scribble whenever, whatever and where ever you want

i left my spectacle case in one of the classes yesterday
i think i took out to take the cloth to clean my glasses and forgot to keep it back
went back today to check and it wasnt there anymore
meaning, i lost both the cloth and the case
i know i can buy the case at any cheapskate shop
but what about the cloth?
anyone knows?

i forgot to ask my mom for money to pay my tutor for some stuff
i forgot to bring my keys today
i forgot what some of the homework that i have
i forgot some shows on tv that i want to watch
etc.

grr!
frustrating
maybe i just have too many things on my mind


ok ok..
i want to complain
and i blame reality for this

about pjcsb
my section
i think i suck as an SL
maybe no need to think. I SUCK
i seriously dont know what to do for the two beginners
im glad that they are willing to come to band since then
but, they are too amateur to learn the pieces that ms chan throws at us, which is like at least 1 new piece a week
aniway, i've seen improvements in them
cos today, we managed to play a song together as a section but of course they were quite loss sometimes
but the piece can be considered easy

anyway, im lucky my another section mate is willing to help me with them
in fact, she's doing more than me in helping them
thats why i say i suck as an SL
as in, i dont mind teaching sec 1s basics cos thats what they are supposed to learn
but at J1, it is difficult especially if you weren't a permanent band member in sec sch
like, have to learn basics at the same time learning those pieces that i myself have trouble sometimes

maybe they find me irritating for asking them to keep practising and practising
and kept talking to them about music with little or no sidetracking
yes, it was boring
i felt it too
im sorry cos i have to bring your standard of playing to somewhere near the rest
i hope you all understand yar?
but i dont blame you all for not being able to learn the pieces fast
im sure if its me, i wont be able to do it too without having lessons specifically on fundamentals

i think i only have reality to blame

ok...forget about that
lets move on to another topic

hmm..
thursday...
friday..
SATURDAY!!
which is the day of our PPP

for those who havent know
PPP is Pesta Peti Putih(direct translation:white box festival) which is a competition organized by teater ekamatra
teams taking part (Jcs, Polys, Unis, Nafa, NIE, etc.) will have to come out with a play with a specific theme
yes im part of it
playing minor roles/extra plus crew
anxious
nervous
excited
like, pioneer is the defending champion you know
:D
niway, fyi, some of the ex-pioneers who took part in PPP in previous years are now in the Unis
nah...juz fyi

ok ok...i shouldnt make this entry long
shall end here

with that i end my entry