i know i should stop blogging so frequently
but i just feel like blogging today
addicted??...hmm..maybe~

ydae's entry was in a mess
i dunno why everything is in one para
n i have to edit using the Html
lazy me just refuses to do it

i dunno...
just now, i had alot of things to blog
anger, frustrations, confusions, happy moments~
now, i seems to forget everything
(shall try to rmb though)

ok...had theatre rehearsal just now at some OLD building at tanjong pagar
the building was so old...even tho it is in the CBD area
the toilets...OMG!! fcking pathetic
i wonder who runs the building
shouldnt they rebuild or smth?
its not a building with historical values rite?

being in the CBD, joining the busy people queing up for lunch just makes me wonder
what will i be 10 years down the road?
what will my career be?
will it be something of my choice?
will it be something respectable?
office boy? civil servant? social worker? medical officer?

that brings me to the topic of ambitions
i used have lots when i was younger:
-a teacher
-a singer in a boyband (last band boybands are the IN thing)
-a tv presenter/host
-a radio deejay
-a pilot
-an air steward
well...these are the few that i can rmb
some, i can forget about even dreaming of it

now, i dont really know
but..there are career that i think are cool:
-a sec sch/jc teacher (serious!! but i dunno if i can stand irritating kids)
-a radio producer-presenter (but i dunno if i qualify)
-a steward (so that i can travel!)
-a chemical engineer
-a forensic pathologist

i am really curious and anxious to know

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haiz..
have you ever made a SUPPOSEDLY RIGHT choice that turned out to be NOT the way you wanted?
i think i just had
and im suffering from its consequences