this is gonna b a long post..i think
i've got lots of things to write abt la
but dunno if batt(comp) can last tt long

1st...
mock exams results was sucky!!
lemme tell u the grades i've been getting
-eng:C6..haiz..
-e maths p1: A2...not bad lahz..jz tt i aimed for A1
e maths frm nw on i want A1!!! nothing less
-e maths p2: A1..A1, but lowest for the grade
n im not tt happy with this marks cos a lot of ppl did better
which jz shows tt its n quite n ez paper..highest in class with only 1half marks gone
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME E MATHS??!!
-a maths p1: C5...even mdm chang told me i deproved..
HAIZ!! my maths~~
-phy:C5..ok la..paper diff...top 6 in class..wahahaz
-chem: f9!! wth!!..but the thing is..im 4th in class..im the highest of the failures
-geog: b3..shld b ok lah..
-ss: 22/50...no comments
c how bad they are!!
what happened to me sia??
if count l1r5 w/o eng as my l1 n w/o CH yet..it wld be 30!!
this cant keep on going..

well..my classmates
i can see some of them r improving..
my motivations..

this 'hols'..im supposed to increase my 'gear'
but..went out alot!!
fri went out..
ydae went orchard.when my hair isnt waxed n i wore very casual..those type like jz going wm
it was kinda funny la..n my sis oso nv put on make up
cos we intend to go smwhere else..shall not elaborate..cos still got alot of other things to write abt
n this 'hols'..chers give us ALOT of hmwk..how to revise?
tmw 'half-day'..then after tt go out with pri sch frens
yea...going out..when im supposed to b revising..
but nvm...miss them..

now..im going to tell u story..
abt a guy i noe very well..
lets name him..Ben

Ben is a very nice guy...bla bla..
one day..he gotta know a girl..lisa(not her real name)
they r sch mates...but they began to know each other thru msn
soon..they began to msg each other..
n began to fall for each other..
<>
however..as years goes by..
many guys began to fall for lisa
but 1 by 1 'got rejected' n backed out
ben still loves lisa
no matter how many rivals he has
but they r still not together

now..there's still one more..
however..some impt ppl din noe that ben noes
ben n tt guy can b considered quite close..
classmates to b exact..

to be cont...batt low...damn comp

lemme tell u a msg tt ben told me to post abt:

lisa..i love u very much..
even though i think u n tt guy r much closer than we r,
i jz hoped tt ur love 4 me wldnt change
even tho there's a part of me tt wants to be with u as a bf,
there's still a part of me n others tt says..otherwise
(n i cant cont wad he said to me)

shall cont on tue/wed...
cya

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