Hello..
A lot of things to blog about again
And of corz..i’ll cont the story

1st..
sch national day celebration @ je sports complex
quite ok lahz..
I caught the ball!! The yellow smiley faced ball!!
..n gave it to zhiqi
the 5 performing arts grp received medals
the nicest thing the sch ever gave
btw..if any of my band jnrs reading this..
WHERE IS OUR EVALUATION FORM??!!
It has been more than a mth u noe~
Hm..awards presentation..mdm hairun received n award!!
Haha

Next..
Outing with pri sch frens
Took lots of photos!! (wont b posting)
Went to eat at pizza hut
Tried the new cheese thing..
Wasn’t tt impressive
The service charge was quite high..
..mz b cos of fangling..ordering the ‘waitress’ around..haha
did lots of crazy stuffs..
lemme tell u wad we did:
1st we went heeren
then to taka n found out there no pizza hut
so we went to centerpoint pizza hut
after that walked to cineleisure jz to walked arn..
then to istana park to take some photos
we went PS after tt for some ‘air-con’
at PS we went into spotlight to play with the stuffs there
make a fool out of ourselves
n surprisingly, there was another grp of teenagers doing the same thing as us
frm PS, we took bus to esplanade
sit arn awhile then go to outside marina square,
where we sat on the floor in the middle of a pathway tt nobody past by
talked, waste time, dig out small secrets and took photos!!
At 1st wanna wait for fireworks..but its at midnight n everyone was too tired to wait
So..went home
Cant wait 4 out nx gathering
Look forward to it!

9th aug
national day
this yr’s celebration was cool
but I stayed at home with my bro
while my parents, sis n cuzin went JE
I shld have gone to marina!!!
Carrie was there!! CARRIE!!!
CARRIE CHONG!!
Regret~

Yea..
Out of the 5 days hols..went out 3 of the days
Little hmwk done
Later still have to study for tmw chem mock exam
Lucky only mcqs
In less than 3 mths it’ll b over!!

Anyway..i realised tt my prev post got a lot of mistakes

Ok..here comes the story..
Shall re-tell from the start
PS: all names are not real [except aidil]

Ben. A guy I know very well
Yea..he’s a nice guy..bla bla
One day, he gotta noe a girl. A cute one.
Named Lisa.

From chatting in msn, they went on to smsing each other
(somehow it got ‘stuck’ there)Tts how they found out they loved each other

ben sometimes accompanies lisa home
n lisa sometimes accompanies ben to the bus stop when ben had to go for classes somewhere else
n often, they coincidentally met b4 on the way to sch

then, a girl, mary, confessed she liked ben
confessed not to ben..but to lisa
because of mary, ben n lisa somehow fell further apart,
till mary found someone else, thnx to ben’s fren

at tt time, ben n lisa do not frequently msg each other anymore
but ben still loves lisa

[fast forward]

many guys began to fall in love with lisa
Harold. Tommy. Jason
Well..tts all tt ben knows

They made ben felt a bit of jealousy
Since ben don’t talk to lisa as much as the other guys do
However, 1 by 1 got rejected
..as ben was still the one tt lisa ‘chose’

there’s still one left. Chris.
Ben n chris r class mates
Can say quite close ‘frens’
Partners most of the time
Well..their classmates noe tt they both have sm1 in their hearts
But wad they din noe is tt both likes the same person
(btw..ben din noe if lisa noes tt he noes bout this)

there was once, ben was with chris n their classmates
they saw lisa
n 1 of their classmates said “hey, look! Chris’s lover!”
oh ya..b4 tt..ben was still unsure tt chris likes lisa
even tho some of his frens had told him a few times quite long ago
so..frm tt moment, his doubt was cleared
this incident may seem not a big deal
but imagine, if u r ben, how wld u feel??

Ben feels like he is being a hypocrite…for some reasons
N some ppl..he noes they r being a hypocrite to him too…for the same resons
Maybe u ppl r forced to.

Lisa told bent t she still likes him
But ben still felt insecured
Since he is now jz a special sms buddy to lisa
(ben was to blame for being a coward)

lemme go on to the msg frm ben:

Lisa..i love u very much
It has been nearly a yr n 7 mths
Even tho there’s a part of me tt wants to b with u as ur bf,
There r still things lacking between us
e.g.:
-we dun talk much face 2 face (im to blame)
-we don’t meet tt often
-n..lets count the number of times we spent the time/day together
nvm..i shall not give the answer to tt
but still..i love you
I dunno how we r going to go on
But I dun wanna lose u
‘Going back to the past’ wld b great
I know wad I’ve asked aidil to post abt is crap
But..the main thing I wanted to say is:
I love you..i dun wanna lose u
My love for u have changed.
It has gone deeper, despite the obstacles n ‘challenges’
Maybe..we shld move up 1 step?
-miss you-
BEN.

THE END

Well..tts all
Ben..i’ve posted wad u asked me to

Cya

I updated

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