im going crazy
the force is too huge!
my surface area is too small!!
i cant take the pressure!!!!

life jz sux

i know in sch..im always smiling
always showing tt im problem-free
well
maybe cos there's my frens

at home..i cant stop thinking bout my problems
there's lots btw

tts the reason y nowadays whenever there's n exam the nx day,
i only start studying late at night
n i dun do all my hmwk

there's no mood for me to do all these sch work anymore
there's little motivation left in me

ppl reading this
i need ur help!!
motivate me whenever u c me..
contantly remind me the days left to o lvl
thank u in advance

n my problems..if any of u think u cud help
i dun think so
its personal..n some family problems

i dun talk family prob to frens
tt means..i dun have anybody to talk to!!
:(

my family jz dun understands me
im taking o lvl
yet ....bla bla...
n also...sometimes..im was blamed..wrongly

whenever i say anything
they will jz get back at me

wtf la...

i could only lock myself inside my room

how i wish i could say this
pls ask urself if u r completely innocent b4 blaming ppl

sometimes i pity my sis too for being wrongly blamed

n my bro...joins my parents
when he too IS at fault

u guys might b wondering wad prob could it be..
...i wont say...

I WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD!!
GET RID OF ALL THESE BURDEN!!

i wonder how my prelims n o lvl results will turn out

-i updated-