i think its the stress.

i came home from tuition today feeling very pissed off

my sister didnt do what i asked her to do, and she was sleeping when aaryan is sleeping.

not that it is wrong for her to sleep. but she has things to do.

and when aaryan is awake, she will be busy attending him.

so the housework which i need her help in is again left undone.

the house is very messy and dirty

hari raya is in 2 weeks' time and we will be moving out in october.

little has been done in preparation for these 2 events.

what makes me pissed off is that i know i will soon be buried with school work therefore wont have much time to clean up.

which is why i asked my sister to stay over whenever she can to help me out.

but it seems like whenever she's here, the work's unlikely to be done.

or rather, it adds on.

and she'll always have her reasons to ask me out. again, leaving work undone.

we're always so ambitious. planning what to do the next time she's here.

but we never get to do more than half of what's on the list.

buy this, buy that. saying we'll need them the next time we clean up.

but the stuffs that i bought last week is still laying where it was last week, untouched!

the only consolation is that im not lonely.

i have to fetch her here, send her back, send her go shop for her stuffs.

ok, i do pity her if she is really facing some problems living with her in-laws.

she chose to stay there, despite me complaining that i need her here.

she needs to realise that her resposibility is more now and she cant act the same like before.

she needs to realise that time is precious for her, and also the rest of us now.

another reason im pissed is my father.

very dependent on others.

the only things he helped out so far is to buy food.

drink water, leave mug on table. obviously, not even helping out to wash them.

whenever he's home. he's sleeping. but i know his work is tiring for his age.

on his off days, i dont know where he goes.

sleep, must on tv. waste electricity

waste money here and there.

ask him to buy new clothes for hari raya - NO MONEY!

and guess what he just showed me this morning?

he bought a second hand iphone 3gs for $400!

how can i not get angry??

he dont know how to use it!

i asked him, will he play the games? -No.

and btw, he's only using prepaid..

iphone user use prepard SIMcard? ridiculous!

he only uses his mobile phone for basic calling and messaging. which a simple nokia 3210 can do too.

my point is, if you dont use its function, dont waste money to buy it.

like come on, no money for a 2-digit priced clothes but buy something at $400 for something you wont even fully utilised??

ok, maybe im over-reacting. but they are getting on my nerves!!

i really want to know. what am i to the family now that mother is no longer around.

rate the following in order of importance:

-brother

-son

-student

-maid

-chauffeur

-nanny

and ACT the way they rate the above!