Birthday months are supposed to be good.

Too many things happened for May this year
All the big decisions making
Not sure if i will regret any

It is very depressing to not know what I want in life
Every day Im searching for the answer, yet making decisions every moment of my life at the same time.
Some of which im thankful for, some of which i wished i didnt have to make.


I am not suicidal and i dont think i will ever be
But i may have given up living my life searching for that true happiness.
What does happiness means anyway?

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