it has been 6 days now. i don't know who i am to you anymore. iv'e never been in this situation and the feeling just sucks. i'm hurt, disappointed, heartbroken yet angry at the same time. i've never thought you're capable of doing this to me. why is it so hard to get a response from you, even if we're no longer meant to be? this is just cruel. i may have been ridiculously stubborn to keeping adding fuel to keep the flame going without having a clue whether you're providing the oxygen. it's almost a week now. i just don't know what to do anymore. my friends advised, if i meant something to you, you will reply me back one day. when? what if you don't? i don't want to let you go. i still need you, even if just as friends. i've told you countless of times what you meant to me, how you filled up the hole in my life. you came into my life by being at the right place at the right time. but i really didn't see this coming. you left. instead of telling me we're no longer possible, you just left. without a word. i know you read my texts. but why cant you just reply? everyday, i have this urge of going over to your place. i wish we can talk it out. even if we have to end this, lets end this peacefully. but i know i cant. i know it will just make situation worse. i'm really at my wit's end. i've ran out of ideas to get your attention. i'm losing my drive. i'm losing focus. i'm losing sleep. and worst of all i've lost you. this feeling is almost similar to the time when i lost my mum. i just dont feel like living anymore. i won't kill myself, but maybe i'll be taken away from this world naturally. please, love me even with my dark side...