why do i have you as my father?!

disappoint me over and over again.

the only thing i gathered from the heated conversation just now is that you think im a burden to you for studying till this stage.

like fuck you can?

the only thing NOW is that you provide me a shelter.

or maybe if it wasnt for my brother and brother in law, i wldnt have a shelter either.

im really really pissed off now.

so now you go around telling your siblings i asked alot of money from you?

FUCK YOU AGAIN!

i earn my own daily allowance

i fork out my own transportation fee.

i fork out the balance of the school fee after the subsidy

AND ALL THESE ARE WITHOUT ANY HELP FROM YOU!

you dont even ask if i have enough

and then you expect me to help you with the bills at home?

are you really stupid?

do you know how much i get for teaching the children of YOUR siblings?

its not much you know...

and do you think giving tuition is easy?

i help my cousins with their school at least 7hrs a week

have you ever taught if i have enough time for my school work?

and then, when im trying to study in the living room cos my brother is sleeping in the room, you switch on the tv like im invisible. or talk so loud like the house is so big a bungalow.

and now youre trying to blame me for troubling you?

for god's sake im your son!

and fuck you im your only dependent child now.

so its my fault im furthering my studies?

first, you take in all the praises cos your son is the first to get into a uni.

then now this.

PEA BRAIN.

gosh im so furious right now.

and i miss my sister cos ive got no one to talk to

im really not looking forward to living with only my parents.

he's such a fucked up guy i dont want to live with him anymore!!!!