is hiding from us really the best solution?

that really shows where you put your priority.

im so disappointed with my parents. and pissed at the same time.

they failed to see that i am still a student.

AN ADULT, but still is a student.

being an adult means i KNOW what happens and what can happen.

being a student means i STILL NEED the support of others in every means.

seems like there seems to be a HUGE barrier for something to reach their hearts. and brains.

since there is no escape for me, i can only make the best of it..till somebody else take over as the head of the house. and hopefully that comes very soon.

im not stupid, im not blind.

if for the past few months you always complained youve got no money bla bla bla. and suddenly you can buy all sorts of things and always go out, saying staying home is boring, it only shows one thing.

that you can now afford it. so where do these money come from?

we may be still be having a cold war.

i may be the young one, but i dont think im the one who should start speaking to the other.

you, who is not being truthful to not only me but also my siblings, should start telling us what is happening and what is going to happen.

talk to us, listen to our concerns.

we may not be experienced, but our thinking are more up to date.

my parents may have raised us right as kids.

but i fell that they failed to raise us right when we've grown up.

but thankfully my siblings and i are sensible enough to not go to the wrong direction.

sigh, i need to think of how im gonna support myself for at least another 3 years..

looking at how things are going, there seems to be no one that i can rely on.

i am not regretting bout the education path that i chose, but in times like this, i cant help but to think why didnt i choose the poly path. which by now i should be waiting for my ORD this year, and then work full time.

FML.