oh oh...look at the date!
IT'S NOVEMBER ELEVEN!!
actually just wanna say i only have 1 more month to enlistment
so fast lar! i can believe im actually going ns so soon.

anyway...got this kinda weird feeling inside me when i was at the library
being under the same roof as my rivals, who are in a more prestigious college than mine.
i feel disadvantaged. i feel small.
and the same qtn kept ringing in my head: why did i not choose a better school?
i bet some of them are like laughing at us knowing we're pioneers.
ah well. maybe i deserve it.

urgh. forget it. no use regretting already.
its only left with a few more times that i will step into the school as the student.
pioneer isnt very bad actually.
if not for pioneer, i wldnt get so many opportunities of events to fill up my testimonial.
like mr lum once told me, if only im more active in sports, then im so called a more all rounded person.
as in, there's the culture side of me, there's the leadership side of me, and hopefully my a's results will show the academic side of me.

nvm. shall go back to mugging.
by tuesday, no more written papers! (aka left with mcq papers)
and i cant wait for fish n co.