let me first reply my taggies.
there's just too many to reply on the tagboard itself.

to hongyu and glennda,
the one im referring to in my prev entry is my mom.
she got hospitalised about two weeks ago, and is still in hospital.
she's all well now and should be able to go home soon.

to asrinah,
i really look like my bro?
nooo....im unique.
and, i'll study....when i have the mood to.

to hak,
sorry bout the tagboard, lazy to change. and i dunno if got any other tagboard that can tag longer.
i hope we can meet up some time soon. like very long nv meet up like that.

to smithrust and weix,
thanks. i'll take good care and ill smile. hehe.

now, entries 'proper'
just wanna let out a few stuffs.

my life since the day my mom got hospitalised has been pretty routined.
weekdays will be like this:
school-->home-->hospital-->kinda late dinner-->home
weekends:
home-->hospital-->kinda late dinner-->home
by the time i reach home at night, it'd be already 10pm(earliest) and will feel damn tired after that esp since on a full stomach.
anyway, hospital isnt the place to study. i tried.
and i miss home cook food. my mom's especially.

im not complaining bout my routined life.
cos visiting my mom is a must!
just that, how i wish prelims and a level is still a long way ahead.

doctor said mom can go home soon. i cant wait. i miss having her at home.
every mom can be quite irritating sometimes, but, living without them is worse.

anyway, i realised something.
ever since that day, my family grew stronger.
i dunno. everyone's so nice to each other. so peaceful. so loving.
im so fortunate to have wonderful aunts and uncles, who visits my mom regularly.
can't imagine this happening without them.

mom, i'll pray so that you'll have a speedy recovery.
i cant wait to be able to go out with you again.
i cant wait to have meals with you, eating and appreciating your home cook food.
i hope you can come home real soon.

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now to complain

issue #1:

people around me(not my family) are rather evil.
you dont know if you can trust them.
one moment they're nice to you, the next moment they're bitching bout you.
i dont hate them. but sometimes they do get on my nerves.
i may have a high tolerance, but others may not.
they keep finding fault of others, not realising their own.
others are always to blame, but never them.
they're PERFECT.
i dont know...
they can be nice. and i know that for i've 'experienced their nice-ness'.
unless they faked it.

issue #2:

school hasnt been that great.
seeing classmates mugging and chionging makes me feel so lagged.
not saying they're muggers or anything, but i guess, im the abnormal one to not mug.
i only have time for homeworks.
i have to find time.
i have to make up for the time lost.
i have to have high self-discipline.
i have to catch up the others.
i hope i can do all that.

issue #3:

there's a nurse that's isnt doing her job well.
my mom complained bout her attitude.
so did my sis and some other relatives.
and we got to know she's new.
even if she's new, shouldnt she be very dedicated and everything good? as in, no attitude problem.
but she....??
im just worried if my mom isnt well taken care of when she's on duty.
her attitude isnt that of a nurse.
and yesterday, she recorded my mom's body temp even without taking a look at the thermometer. the thermometer was still on my mom when she recorded it.
what a nurse.

anyway, ive got to go get ready to visit my mom.
im supposed to have a test at 6pm later but i asked mr lum if i can take tmr
as i want to go off to visit my mom earlier.
well, visitors are always chased out at 8pm.
can stay till abit later, but i have school the next day.

well, till next time people.
see you.