went blog hopping.
and saw something quite interesting in a few people's blog.
here goes:

oh my god. haha.
you know why? cos...

This rating was determined based on the presence of the following words:
shit (4x)
ass (3x)
suck (2x)
sex (1x)

...and so it's restricted. LOL


now for a more serious stuff.





man...im feeling the pressure
im actually pressurised by my classmates
dont know if the pressure is positive or negative
it does gives me the motivation to study
but, it is so difficult to change my routined life
it's like, change abit in my life and everything else will be changed. like a chain effect
it's so hard.

like,
on school days, everytime i reach home, i'll have a nap, waking up only at dinner time.
after dinner will be spent doing homework while watching tv/using comp.
by the time that finish, it's already near midnight.
then i dont have time to study/do my revision.
on weekends, i always feel like going out/have plans to go out.
stress reliever, i'll say to myself as an excuse.

i hope this weekend will be something new for me.
i'll force myself to go study with cheewai.
hope it's a change for the better and the time will be well spent.
sorry to my friends, if i chose not to join in for an outing.

jongling and cindy, i dont think i'll be joining u all for the concert this sunday.
especially since im having a test the next day.
hope u all understand yea?

i'll need some time.
i'll first have to sort out my things and plan my revision schedule.
this weekend. i promise.


i may not look disturbed bout my studies.
but i actually am.


its ok.
shall be positive.
negativity kills.


and to my classmates, thanks for the pressure. (no sarcasm)
at least it made me realised how much time i have left.
we shall work together to be a value added class for all subjects.
i believe we can do it, and we will.


im having this kind of life, cos i chose to have it.