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my weekend.

went jurong east to study on saturday
and thanks to tianju, i got a table!!
well, if not for her, i wouldnt really rush in to get a table
really have to be a typical singaporean

mugged from 10am-6pm
and that's like, WOW, 8hours!
but of course, there's chattings all that
however, felt satisfied since i did some chemistry
now, i finally knew some thing about alkenes and arenes
was totally lost before that
but, maybe i did talked alot, disturbing cheewai n faddy
well, i really hope i can go out mug again soon
cos im really worried bout my promos

anyway, met alot of people that day
mostly commonwealthians
and did abit of catching up with hafizah and hashimah

on my way home while waiting(sitting down somewhere and not queing) for the bus at bukit batok bus interchange, an old indian woman with shopnsave plastic bags and looked quite familiar in that area approached me. she asked(in malay) : do you think i can return these things(her shopping stuffs) for money? her reason - she lost her purse and needed money for bus fare to go back to her home in pasir panjang. she said she went to dunno where to report about her purse and got no money to go home and the person told her it is her problem and go ask people for money. so, she asked me. from the above, i know she's a con. i saw her lots of time before in bukit batok. nobody will ask you to ask people for money if you report to them you lost your purse. she sat beside me all the while till my bus came and i joined the que. before boarding the bus, i looked back and guess what, she's approaching the bus and was counting her coins. she looked up and saw me STARING at her. so, she acted as if she's not going to board the bus and turned and walked to another direction and board the bus only after i got in the bus.

dumb ass
conned the wrong person
cheating innocent people like me
good thing i'm smart
i will never help cheaters no matter how pathetic they look

bitch

that's aside


spent my sunday slacking the day away
planned to study at night but parents asked out to visit two newborn babies in the evening


...well, school's started
holidays passed in a blink
im not ready
and worse, started of the term with GP
essay test!!
oh-so-fun!

anyway, i feel like a middle man
my parents complain to me bout my siblings
my sister complains to me bout my parents
my brother dont talk to me bout this stuffs
my parents complain to me as if im at fault(in a way)
why me?
cant they talk among themselves
my mom, like all women, LOVES nagging
she'll nag at anyone who offended her when she's angry at someone
being the most talkative at home, i'm always the victim
sometimes, my mom nags to me bout my father
my father thinks i'm older that my sister (im the youngest)
he complains to me bout my sis and expects me to talk to her
my father sometimes complain to me bout my mom too

well, they are not understanding each other!!
my parents are not understanding both my siblings
my siblings are no longer single
being attached do change someone alright.
my siblings are not understanding my parents too!
my parents expects them to be independent since they are both already working/+studying
everyone thinks that he or she is right.

however, my mom loves my brother alot
my mom is always so nice to him.
"oh he's so tired. workplace is all the way at changi."
pardon him for this. pardon him for that.
he's always right to her
me n my sis are always in the wrong.

i dunno.
im just sick of being the middle man
im sick of being blamed for the wrong of others
and im no longer praised as much as before
i am not a punching bag
if im not involved in the misunderstandings, please do not get me involved

how i wish my parents would take some time off and watch and UNDERSTAND the movie I Not Stupid Too.

hai..i dont like this small negativity in us.
or maybe im just stressed.


shall end here
=D


with that i end my entry

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