yes..i cried
its been a while since i last cried

i've got smth impt to blog today

here it goes

to whom it may concern:(may not b only 1 person)
dear ____
today..i learnt something valuable
tt is to treasure someone
as tt someone might go anytime
(altho they oni say families..i think it applies to frens oso)
well..
i regret for not spending time talking, chatting and being with u all this while
i regret for not telling u I LOVE U face to face..letting u noe tt i really love u
yes...I LOVE YOU!!..i really do (proven today)
i do not even want to think of losing you
i do not know what will happen to me if i really lose you
i m guilty for not doing the things im supposed to do all this while
i care more of being pai seh then to let someone know i love them before they r really gone
i really regret..
so..frm now onward..
im gonna make full use of the time i have to..
love u more..
talk to u more..
b with u more often..
i do not want to b full of regret if one day u r really gone
and again..I LOVE YOU

end

well..
another thing is..
I LOVE MY GRANDMOTHER!!! ALOT!!
even tho she passed away 5 yrs ago..
i cried today partly cos of her
i miss her!!
oh no..i feel like crying now..
(gary is powerful)
btw..i really miss her..alot!!
love her alot too!!
but..i did not let her know i love her
i did not have the time to tell her
i REGRET!!

after the crying session..
supposed to write letter..
i was really on the verge to crying again
i think i was really guilty!!

my life was full of shit!
i shall make my life better!

well..shall blog more soon

n rmb..i love you~
(omg..i sounds like barney)

sorry this entry is only in 1 colour

bye